TREATMENT IS DONE! Everything looks good. I feel positive and peaceful, yet anxious. How long does it take to get used to not having to see a doctor regularly? I guess I will have to wait and see. I still have to heal the wound but I suspect that will happen soon too and then what?
I should be heading back to work full days this week. I am taking tomorrow to veg and reflect. I know today's joy may just be a momentary thing. I hope not, but I am ready if so. It was funny...as I was driving away from radiation this morning the song playing on the radio was Fleetwood Mac's Don't Stop. As I am singing along I listen to the words and I say, ahhhhh yes...this could be divine intervention. Don't stop thinking about tomorrow, don't stop it'll soon be here. It'll be better than before. Yesterday's gone, yesterday's gone. Maybe I am reaching a little bit but it seems like divine intervention to me, especially since the very next son was U2's Beautiful Day. Little things like that make me go hmmmm...
I have been pacing the house since I got home wondering what to do with myself. No I really don't want to vacuum the floors and no I really don't care if the dishes are still sitting in the sink. Yes I do want to ride my bike even though it means trekking through the snow and dragging it out. I suppose I could throw on my snowshoes but then I would have to take them off just to ride my bicycle. I finally gave in after much debate with myself. I took the bike out and rode it around the neighborhood. It was COLD but it sure felt good to be pedaling. Maybe later I will reacquaint myself with the eliptical, which I have avoided for the past few weeks. We will walk tonight and that will be icing. In the meantime, I will play Words with Friends and do whatever else hits my fancy.
Keeping the faith! (Darn glad I did)
Kim :~)
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