This whole deal of taking care of my wound and going to the doctors is getting really old really fast! I just want to get back to my life. When I visited the wound clinic on Friday they told me the wound in my underarm was healing fantastically. However, the wound on my breast had doubled in depth. I am so frustrated!! Here I am thinking everything is going really well and now I find out we are twice as far away from being healed than we were a week ago. Now I get a call from the surgeon and they want to see me ASAP, just to take a look at things. I almost wish I could cut the damned thing off and leave it with them so they could look at it all they want and I could get on with my life. I had to take yet another day off to accommodate their curiosity. I have changed techniques for taking care of this wound more times than I would care to say. I wish we could just leave it alone and let it heal. I am never going to get to radiation at this point.
Beyond that today was a pretty productive day. The grocery shopping got done. I submitted my final exam for my math class. I chose my book for discussion during class for reading and my critical task for that class was submitted over the weekend. Now all I have to do is show up tomorrow and Thursday and I will get a few weeks off.
Thursday is going to be another busy day too. I have to go to the wound clinic first thing in the morning. For lunch I am going out with a friend, my father, stepmother, and hopefully my husband at Julia's, which is the restaurant at the school that Emily goes to. I am very excited about this. After that I will come home once again and wait around for a bit before I have to head off to school. Friday, hopefully, I will be able to work and I will have a much calmer day.
Keeping the faith! :~)
Kim
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